Lonely In A Crowd !

Here there and everywhere … it’s a madness . A crowd of vain . People passing by , some stopping by to say hello , Some meaningless chitter chatter and again the silence prevails . Some busy in their own pretty world . Some just coming in and few saying their goodbyes. I sit amongst…

LifeGoesOn… withAsmile 😊

Lost in my own thoughts …Searching for answers I never really hope to get , Questioning my mind … Searching for the very essence of my being . What is my purpose ? Where is this life leading to ? Why am I here ? Who is the real I ? Questions are many yet…

Not Scared Anymore !

Once I was lost Once I was broken … The time when nobody knew my worth, A time when I needed someone the most . You gave me hope. You showed me kindness. The wonder in your eyes gave me strength. The warmth in your voice set me free. You taught me patience and told…

Just -a-dream !

I saw you ! You smiled back at me and said something nice , You never moved your lips,those were your eyes that spoke … it said it all . I felt you ! You caressed my cheeks and cleared the strands of unruly hair from my face , You touched me deep without even…

Shelter You !!

Says Mother Earth give it all to me, The pain and the agony. Take it from me, The love and the symphony. Mankind in its atrocious frenzy, Regardless of who you are ,someone’s mother , sister or even a three year old infant screaming in agony . Oh!! my fellow women ,old and young ,You…

But in vain …

When everything is quiet in the dark chill of the midnight , the eerie silence reminds me of my loneliness ,of you walking away from me when I needed you the most. Slipping away slowly into the sands of time, Like an unknown anonymity of failing words . The dusky long night engulfing my thoughts…

Conversations .

I hate those one sided conversations where I have to keep up the conversation going by asking random things from here and there and getting only one word answers out of compulsion, yes,no,ok .. etc or sometimes just a nod which is all the more frustrating . So silence is better here , when they…

Within a relationship …

Something deeper and more intrinsic . Something nicer and more empathetic . Relationships do not work out of commonality … It’s seems to come from an unexplainable connection and emotionality. When they do not hide who they are it is easy to communicate, When they express themselves freely things are less complicated . Assumptions they…

Option !

She didn’t ask for the moons and the stars nor the golden mountains of fame , She wanted him by her side,to hold her and call her name . She said : You are my priority but I am always your last option by choice . But the chaos around them quietly drowned her voice.

I belong ..

Glad I found my way , Before my thoughts got stray. It’s good to be here, to you I belong , Like in a daydream ,lost in the rhythms of that song .

Who I have become !

Unloved and Uncared , Unadorned and Unfortunate, You left me no choice . The silent tears that I carefully hide, It holds the highest pain. You’ll never understand the helpless plight, It seems you have nothing to lose or gain . Don’t ask, Don’t preach, Don’t argue, Don’t judge… A dark side of me has…

Straight From A Mother’s Heart !!

A mother is born again the day she becomes one . It’s such a happy-sad mixed feeling to see your children out grow your lap first and then gradually struggle to learn the ways of life , to be part of the bigger world . Perhaps only a mother can understand this strong unexplained emotion….